Self-prision

It sound so illogical
when I say I belong to him
that I try not to say it,
just in case he can hear.
I'm afraid it's not common
to build a jail for myself
but I feel so lonely being
free out there.
I hope someday he'll find me,
I'm not so sure my warmth will stay
as I am soon to be free from care
for this love inspires suicide, not faith...

Belkis
27 de junio del 2006